promise

"sigh"


"why me, God?"


" why do the people i need walk away?"



"why is the playground empty when i come around?"


"why do i feel shut out from everyone else?"



"and why does everyone else seem so happy?"



"except me?"


"i am a fish on my back, with the blue, blue sea in front of me."



"please send a friend"



"help me turn the bend"


"i'll reach out"


"promise."

sincerely,
c.